i've got the winning numbers, how come i haven't hit the lottery?

Today will hopefully be a beautiful day. My best friend, my companion, Erika Gibson who befriended me my freshman year is coming to visit. Me and E have a long history, which is kinda an oxymoron b/c we've only known each other for a year and some months...but if u count all the days we spent together back to back, all the inside jokes, and similarities we share...the time knowing each other is about 10 years lol. That's how I feel me and Mr. Carter are becoming as well. Anyways, my folks are going to meet her baby daughter, Leila upon her arrival. She's absolutely gorgeous! Just a lil summary of whats to come...but umm i'ma get into my blog now...

So...have u ever wanted to run away??? As in run away, I don't mean the type where u leave a sappy note and ur whole fam hires a search team to find ur ass. Cuz that shit is so 5th grade, and sooooo not cool to have ppl u love worry bout u like that. But the running away that I'm talking about is the type where you aren't missing per se...but you've put yourself in a location where as u are missing mentally. Not a bad mental....but a way to free yourself from all things that you would actually consider "running" away from.

Nothing but me and a close friend. No myspace...no facebook...no cellphone...No TECHNOLOGY AT ALL!!!! And no I am not Amish lmao. But nowadays people can not function w/o they're celly, and I just wanna chill and be cool and relax....meet some new ppl, eat some good food, hell prolly smoke some ganja. Just because. Just because I can. Maybe I'll fall in love there and leave that love at that place....maybe I'll never come back. But that I highly doubt. This is random, but football players turn me on as much as dred heads do. Moving on....I think I might save up and consider this vacate....maybe I could just go to every major city...like New York City, Miami, Dallas, San Francisco, Washington D.C....and leave something behind in each fucking city. I think that's what I'll do.

some place like this will suffice...just watching the sunset.

con amor,
killa

Misery don't come to me, shit i'm livin comfortably.

Christmas break has invited me to its lair. And boy has it been a ride. Why u ask? Because time alone equals time to think...to think about absolutely nothing and to think about everything.
I have come to some conclusions though. I love my fam and friends. I have so many people that care about me, my thoughts, beliefs, and passions. Right now, I'm going to thank all of you for that. I'm gonna go thru right quick...

1. Mom & Pops...always there for me.
2. Larce... my friend forever, if i didn't have u this semester idk where i would've been.
3. Mar- always there to talk to, i appreciate it.
4. Arie- best friends...we don't have to talk everyday--but we've got each other's backs.
5. Amber- i kno in highschool we weren't close...but thanks for being my friend...don't know where'd i'd be w/o ur companionship either in Atlanta.
   
6. Jarett- u always know how to make me laugh...love ya.
7. Taz- my lil sis...love her like a sis... holds me down, i got her 2.
8. Sisters(blood)- love you guys so much, you guys always look out for baby sis.
9. Broham- we don't see eye to eye all the time, but the love is there
10. Chi- it's amazing we're still close after all these years...thanx for being there.
11. Aunt Sharon- i actually consider u family, u are the def of fam to me.
12. Erika- not with me in the A, but our blue moon phone calls make my day.
13. Tarrance- glad we're getting closer than ever, ur my boy!
14. Xavier- we're gettin closer too...thanx for the fb chats.
    
15. Crystal- love you...all i can say.
    

So...maybe ur not on the list...that doesn't mean i don't consider u a friend or whatever...but maybe i didn't need u this semester and vice versa. Things happen for a reason and I'm glad these ppl are in my life. It's the holiday season and u should really appreciate those close to u...u never know what the future holds. If u did, would u continue to make mistakes or use the conscience of knowing to ur advantage and prevent the mistakes from occuring? Think about it.

goodnite...
-killa

Follow the Leader.....

hello world.
killa is back again and i'm posting during finals week so u kno i had something on my mind.
This weekend was def a plus...why u ask? BC i went to a concert and saw S. Beezy && Luda....aww man....that shit was so hype. somehow i won some tickets and i decided to take my best friend Larce Carter. We had hella fun forreal....

I'll get back on that a lil later w/ the footage and all a lil while later. But ughhh I just have a lil info to share w/ the world or advice rather. If u wanna play Follow the Leader or be a Fuckin leader and set a trend...make sure ur behind that shit 150%. And this goes for any type of scenario.... If u wanna set a new clothing trend...KILL THAT SHIT....if u have a new lifestyle....LIVE THAT SHIT...this half way shit some of my peers are on is a catastrophe...and this needs to be set straight. Finally, my favorite. If you like someone and you lead them on....FOLLOW THAT SHIT.
Don't just say you like someone to like them, or whatever the reason. If u say something is what it is...PROVE THAT SHIT. Words are little...but they carry a heavy hit. And if you have a close relationship w/ someone they are expecting you to remain true to ur verbage. It's Fuckin' 4:40 in the morning....just finished studyin' but i had to air out nigga.
-killa

So you want the green light? Given, Go!

Something you should know.
I am a psychic in training....
I know what you're thinking before you think it or act it.
I'm sick, your healthy.
I rock, you roll.
You run, I hide.
You dodge, I get hit.
I come, you go.
I confess, I address, Si no puedo tenerte...Lord put me to rest.
Dying to talk to your pillow in 7 different languages.
Feigning for the bite of the piranha....
The wrath of the cobra.
Sometimes I can't find the words to tell u.
I'm hood, Your hood.
When ur not here...I sleep in your hood.

The Day of THanx...Big Whoop-dee-fuckin-do!

So.
I was supposed to write this the DAY OF THANKSGIVING!!!!!
but when ur life is so unpredictable...u never no what's to come....
Turkey, Turkey, not the country...but that bird...GWAULLA!

I wanna know how many times S. Beezy did the "Bird Walk" i woulda did it for the hell of it.
But I had a good ass time chillin w/ the fam bam and friends...shit we were gettin it in.

I was drinking....something that I SELDOMLY do.
and I was gone like the Wind...call me O'Hara...I forgot that ladies name.
Anyways I get a random text of someone wanting to perform oral sex on me....
and I didn't want any part of it...but my "friends" Larce and Chi found it funny to set me up...
and let's just say the night was crazy as helllllllllllll.
Things happened that weren't supposed to happen, well I'm not sure as of yet.
But I have a feeling...things are about to explode.
Hopefully, shit doesn't hit the fan...bc if that happens it'll be a mess.

A day in the life of McSwagger (my alter ego)

November....

No puedo recordar los eventos que han pasado!

Okay... the elections....horrible test days...and beautiful breezes!

Ughhh it's a beautiful thing.

I guess I haven't been completely honest w/ you all.

I have a certain desire....besides being famous that I haven't leaked like the Carter 3.

I want to be on the 22nd Real World series.

I recently just e-mailed the producers...and hopefully I'll be setting up an interview.

HA HUH HA!

Things I'm feelin at the moment.....

1.) Bright tights (leggings)

2.)Illy heelys lmao

3.) Amazing Dred heads

4.)Sick kicks (ha choo!)

5.) Unique-tality

6.)The time I spend w/ Loaqie! My Chi-Chi! My Bam Bam Am! Fam Bam! Mar-Quar!
-------even tho i miss my E.
7.) Getrightmusic.com
8.) mah swagggggggggggggg

I guess a twinkle in his eye is just a twinkle in his eye.

On November 4, 2008 I realized a couple of things. I obviously understood that Barack Obama could certainly be on the headline of every newspaper in the world saying, "Barack Obama makes History and is 44th Prez." Later in the night, I found this to come alive. I also realized I hadn't studied for a test I was having the next day....SHIT. I also realized that the so called "Fear Factor" was erased from America. No one was afraid to vote for a black candidate...especially non-minorities (Caucasians). Anywho...Obama won by a landslide...and that was touching to me personally. Martin Luther King was an incredible leader for the Black community, and I can't wait to see what Barack will do.

On another note....there are some people that are quite tight with the outcome of this election. I've come across statuses on FaceBook where friends of mine (non-black) would mention moving to Canada or whatever. Oh well...do so! The only thing I'm worried about is someone attempting to assassintate him....and just racist people period doing ignorant shit. And yes, if someone steps to me incorrectly, the goons will be lurkin'! LOL...just kiddin'. 

Anyways...life is good...like the brand LG

I'm just doin me, and right about now I'm feelin damn good about myself.

money is the bassline to life's soundtrack.

music updates

okay, i'ma introduce y'all to a man from the A, that gets a lot of love from residents here not including me until recently. I'm not a huge fan of Gucci Mane, lol but he's been making a lot of noise lately aside from his "yeahhhhhh" and "aye, aye, okay!" He hooked up w/ dj drama or self-proclaimed barack odrama lmao. And y'all know that nigga always brings the heats on his mixtapes. Anyways, it's a good collab and my fave track on there is "You know what it is" feat. young j-o-c. That track is really hott, the beat is smooth and joc str8 up murked his verse.

next up is also an artist from the A....the self-proclaimed King of the South bka T.I. Sure enough "Paper Trail" is an amazing album and one of his most personal efforts I think. He raps about the penitentiary, his charges, haters...and more. ANd alongside the heat he brought, the freakin features on this album are effin amazing! TIP has Justin Timberlake, Usher, Kanye, Wayne, Ludacris, B.O.B., Rihanna, Swizz Beatz, John Legend, and Jay-Z. What type of fuckin all star lineup? lmao. Needless to say, I can listen to this cd straight through. My favorites are "i'm illy"...."ready for whatever", and "dead and gone" ft. JT. I like all the singles he's came out w/...lol i'm just impressed that's all.

umm... this next dude is probably slept on alot, but i like em. He's from Pittsburgh and goes by the name of Wiz Khalifa---you might know his catchy ass song "Say Yeah"...lol that shit will be stuck in your head forever. But he has a new mixtape out called, "Star Power" and I'm actually listening to it as I'm typing and I could cruise to this ish forreal forreal. Watch out for him!

The final mixtape that I am introducing to you musicheads is Nine Inch Naliens...A mesh of the ATLiens Outkast and the Rock bang Nine Inch Nails. I personally am not that familiar with many Nine Inch Nails songs, but this is a pretty funky mesh. I don't think i'd bump this in my ride, but I'd study to it!

Ever felt alone?

I have.
Or should I say I do all the time.
This doesn't mean that I feel like I need more friends or I wish I had a bf or any of that complete lameness. It just means sometimes I feel like a remainder. U know like that old school math...like elementary math.... when u divide a number by a number and if it doesn't work out evenly u get a remainder. That's what I am. I'm left overs lol. I'm the dinner that u cook the night before and then leave in the pan, or if u care enuff about it you might save some for the next day's snack.
And no, I'm not depressed.
And no I'm not deprived of sex lmao.
I am perfectly fine, but I feel misunderstood that's all.



Baby understand me now If sometimes you see that I'm mad Don't you know no one alive can always be an angel When everything goes wrong, you see some bad But I'm just a soul whose intentions are good O lord please don't let me be misunderstood Misunderstood aint gotta be explained But you don't understand me so let me explain Stood in the heat, the flames, the snow please slow down hurricane The wind blow, my dreads swang He had hair like wool, like wayne dropping ashes in the bible i shake em out and they fall on the rifle scary, hail mary no tale fairy all real very, extraordinary perry mason facing, the barrel if he tattle my God is my judge, no gown no gavel i'm a rebel, down to battle now or never, i would never ??? f**king fantastic, f**k if you agree im brightbut i don't give a f**k if you see me i'm just a soul whose intentions are good O lord please don't let me be misunderstood What's understood aint gotta be explained so for those who understand meet Dwayne for 8 and a half months i gave ms. cit da pain now it's young money baby, keep the change my mama say f**k em and we the same so hello mothaf**ka you got some sheets to change and aint it funny how people change like easter sunday you know church fit then outfit, bright pink and green chest look house lit bright pinky rings but that aint about this what you bout bitch excuse my french emotion in my passion but I wear my heart on my sleeve like it's the new fashion what are you asking, if i don't have the answer it's probably on the web, like i'm a damn tarantula but i know you don't understand, cuz you thought lil wayne is weezy but weezy is dwayne i'm just a soul whose intentions are good O lord please don't let me be misunderstood I was watching t.v. the other day right got this white guy up there talking about black guys talking about how young black guys are targeted targeted by who? america you see one in every 100 americans are locked up one in every 9 black americans are locked up and see what the white guy was trying to stress was that the money we spend on sending a mothaf**ka to jail a young mothaf**ka to jail would be less to send his or her young ass to college see, and another thing the white guy was stressing was that our jails are populated with drug dealers, you know crack/cocaine stuff like that meaning due to the laws we have on crack/cocaine and regular cocaine police are only, i don't want to say only right, but shit only logic by riding around in the hood all day and not in the suburbs because crack cocaine is mostly found in the hood and you know the other thing is mostly found in you know where i'm going but why bring a mothaf**ka to jail if it's not gon stand up in court cuz this drug aint that drug, you know level 3, level 4 drug, shit like that i guess it's all a misunderstanding i sit back and think, you know us young mothaf**kas you know that 1 in 9 we probably only selling the crack cocaine because we in the hood and it's not like in the suburbs, we don't have what you have why? i really don't wanna know the answer i guess we just misunderstood hunh you know we don't have room in the jail now for the real mothaf**kas, the real criminals sex offenders, rapists serial killers don't get scared, don't get scared I know you saw one them sex offenders papers don’t trip he live right on the end of yo block, Mhm yea, that nigga live right down the street from you, sex offender on the level 3 drug, convicted ex-con yea check em out watch you got, you got a daughter, son , what you got.? hahaa yea, you know what that’s the good weed, you know what, I have a f**king daughter you understand me and why the f**k would you bring my neighbor to jail jus because the reason why he live next door to me, ain’t the reason I live next door to him Meaning he didn’t rap his way to my f**king neighborhood he sold crack cocaine to get to my neighborhood you move him out bring him to jail for life and then you move in with a sex offender ahaha, hey give me a paper, ahaha is that a misunderstanding because I didn’t understand it another thing, let me take my glasses off cause I wanna see the reaction on there faces when I say this ha-ha, this is why I don’t respect you and nobody like ya see you’re the type that gets off on getting on other people that’s not good no homo, rather unhuman, I should say I mean giving the fact that humanity were a good humanity rather to me is helping one another no matter your color or race but this guy and people like him, they’d rather speculate before they informate if that’s a word, ha-haahha you know spec before check anyways meaning id much rather you talk to me first and see if you can lend an opinion before you link one just my thought of good humanity Mr. Sharpton, hold on I aint finished with you man na f**k that shit Mhm hold on, um, Mr. sharpton and anyone like you, you don’t know me so if your not going to try to then what you say or think about me are what ever I do is totally Casper the friendly ghost to me and it doesn’t make you a good person to criticize before you improvise doesn’t necessarily make you a bad person either but the characteristics fall heavily into bads way, ahah but since I am human I am good and bad, as well but I try my hardest to stay good threes other things I do and say may be bad or just not to good but I do try, so with that said I don’t fault you, I mean your only human, good or bad but I also don’t respect you and I don’t care if that’s good or bad you see you are no MLK you are no Jesse Jackson, you are nobody, to me, your just another don king, with a perm, hahah just a little more political, and that just means you’re a little unhuman then use humans, and now let me be human and say, f**k Al Sharpton and anyone like him f**k if you understand me I love being misunderstood haha why?, cause I live in the suburbs but I come from the hood Bring the hook in.
-Dwayne Carter, "Dontgetit"- Tha Carter 3

FYI.

I def got the piercing.

Cost me $30 vs. $50.

...but I guess it comes down to the jewelry they have.

BC i ended up w/ a spike lmao.

But hey, I'm still rockin that bitch!

It hurt a bit, but nothing that I wasn't used to I guess.

IDK my lip is type thick lol.

Me and my New, New Love.

Things I Love
(Besides the obvious like fam & friends)

1. Music
2. Cookies
3. Vans
4. SKinny Jeans
5. Gold
6. Dred Heads
7. Sk8ers
8. ATL
   
9. WeeZy
10. KiD CUdi
11. Lollipopz
    
12. CupCakez
    
13. Piercings
14. Carribean food
    
15. TaTToos
16. The Bay
17. Dancing
18. Little 5

Drum roll please.....I would like to add a special fella to the list. I've been down w/ The Pack for awhile....but YOUNG L is really doin it for me right now.
Just look @ this based dude!

I am not the same I am a Martian.

Well, I've been in school for about 3 weeks now....and boy has it been a ride already. First of all, my room is unarguably small...like dead ass. My room is sooooo small, so that had me heated for a minute, like why the hell am I in this room. They could've given it to a freshman for heaven's sake! Next t0 my room being small, I'm walkin all the way to damn Africa to used the damn bathroom. LMAO. But seriously, I'm in a four bedroom dorm and supposed to share w/ my other roommate, but everyone wants to share w/ their buddy. SO... yeah rough transition. Then to top it off the first party of the year that I attended was the Alpha party and Erika and lil dunn dunn came too! But the fun ended a bit early when my knee decides to ruin my night. Yes, it just so happened to give out...AGAIN! So...I've been hoppin and limpin around the entire campus...but on the bright side I whooped rico's ass @ the party lmao.
The VMA's were cool. I mean they were straight, I just watch for the performances really, like most I guess. However, when watching I saw my main man Wayne w/ a piercing!...The same exact one I want. I was always told that great minds think alike...Who knows, maybe I'll get it this weekend =)....

Right now I'm at the parental's crib...we had red lobster tonight and talked about good times....there's nothing like good family vibes for sure. ANyways, I can't wait for this school year to be through, because I am honestly looking forward to my Summer. Let's just say I have BIG plans! Once my knee heals...I'm seriously hittin up that Killa Workout Plan lol, cuz I need to get on my grind and just do me...I'm always waitin on others (well sometimes) or waiting for others' opinions. But u know what....I don't care anymore. It's just me this year...SO umma do me to the fullest, shoutz out to ROckO, YA DIG!
til next time,
KiLLa

Another day, another penny.

Hello world!!!!
It is I, the one and only Killa Am bringing the latest flava to ya ears and sounds to ya lips.
Life is going swell, I'm in the A right now actually. I'm kinda helpin out w/ the volleyball team. It's crazy weird cuz I'm used to being the one playing, not handing out shit lol. But hey, it's something to do as of now and the girls seem really nice.
Moreover, the summer heat is still pounding on your foreheads and athletes are suffering because of it! Another kid has died due to tremendous heat conditions. Sad, sad, sad....Since I'm already on the sad tip, I was just informed a former teacher of mine has 3 weeks to live...which is 21 days! He was my American Gov't teacher in high school. It's really sad you know? He has 3 kids and a beautiful wife....but you know what I believe in miracles. And if everyone let's go...he'll let go. It might not be his time to go yet, so that's why we keep praying and leave the rest in the Almighty's hands.
Nonetheless, school starts in about a week and a half, and boy am I excited...can u sense my sarcasm???? Well it's there LOL. Now what I really wanna talk about are stereotypes right quick....and nope not the racial kind! I want to know what makes a person lame, weird, or just an outcast. First let's visit my great friend Webster and find out how he defines the three.
1.)Lame-
slang : not being in the know : square
Weird-
2.) of strange or extraordinary character : odd, fantastic
3.)Outcast-
one that is cast out or refused acceptance (as by society)

Interesting huh?
Next, how many of you refer to people you hardly know as any of the three? Without knowing their true persona or their background. Hell, I'm sure people who think they come from opposite worlds have more in common than they'd like to agree with. To an extent everyone's an outcast until they conform. However, conforming can be anything!!!! A slut could be seen as being lame, weird, and an outcast. Why? Because they aren't "in the know" about how being a slut isn't cute. Secondly, engaging in sexual acts with the whole block could show "extraordinary character." Lastly, a slut could be an outcast because maybe not everyone would want to be seen with someone who could care less about who they sleep with, etc.
Now on the flipside...a virgin could fit in the same categories, think about it?
So, where are the borderlines which categorize people into these titles? Do they even exist or do they vary by person?
Me, I get called weird almost everyday of my life, but not the bad type. People say I'm out of the box, different from the regular. Why? Because I don't think like the average Jane....and that's what sets me apart from others.
Interesting huh?
I know it.
-Amz

Last night....lol on that DiDDY tip!

[BroKe $ BouJee]

So last night i hit the club w/ my homies Lucy and Mikey (he rocks) lol...(insider). So the place was hott as fuck...but a good as look. The Come up kidz were there...snappin photos---and mad live performances...I only caught Proton and the group before them...complete HOTTNESS! I felt like I was meant to be there....I would've caught more action if I didn't forget my memory card...but damn there were so many diff ppl there, and i'm not even talkin about ethnicities!!! And do u even know who was there?!?!?! The guy that shared his room with Dru from College Hill, Dorian. His complexion looks great lmao! ANywayz, there should be a Broke $ BouJee event every month...so I deF will be there!
Here are Some Flix!

A kid named CUDI

Haven't you heard one of the hottest mixtapes out??!!??

Kid Cudi (pronounced cutty) is a rapper from Cleveland and states his city is THE REASON he is who he is. The first time I heard him was on the Day n Nite track, the Crookers remix. It sounded like a straight club song, but when I listened to the rest of his music I was astounded cuz he has a lyrical side, "cocky"/swag side/ a mixture of complete hottness lol. Listen for yourselves!

SO WHO IS HE?

He is simply unique i must say. He has his own style and throughout the mixtape he exemplifies his versatility CLEARLY! My favorite tracks are T.G.I.F., Pillow Talk, MAui Wowie, Man on the Moon, and like everything! LOL. Anyways, I'm just givin y'all a heads up on the airwaves...cuz this dude is MAJOR...just ILL!

Look him up on myspace:http://www.myspace.com/kidcudi

or the official blog: http://www.kidcudi.com

Niecy Nash...and white adoption joke...

The BET award show aired last week sometime, and Niecy Nash came out with 3 white kids to make a joke about how white celebrities adopt black kids like a new accessory or what not...which was simply a joke....but this viewer took it a bit differently...watch!
I think someone's a bit offended here!!!!

Summer wasting away.........

Man...as of today it is June 29th, which means another month has almost dwindled away. However, I can name a few things I've accomplished this summer.
1.) I turned 19
2.) I met some weirdos
3.) Drove my car on E...EVERYDAY
4.) Became a better aunt
5.) Discovered new music
6.) Learned about kicking ppl in the head when you're upset.
7.) Made philly cheese steaks
8.) Whooped Rico multiple times
9.) Watched the best of YouTube...Yuah!
Wow....I can only name nine, some superhero I am.
Anywayz....I've noticed I want a lot...and i need to start achieving the things i want...ASAP like T.I.P.!

The Month of June...

Indeed, it's June!!!!
Summer begins the 21st...so i guess this is one hott spring, as of yet lmao.
Anyways I am still UNEMPLOYED...I've applied to multiple places...so I'm like wtf is up, right?
But...Shit I got my Car on E, my blog, myspace, and facebook...lol so i should be covered?
NOPE!!! cuz this shit is drivin me crazy...Killa needs a J-O-B, this bum role ain't the move for me!!!
Ne ways...I'll be 19 on Friday the 13th...YUAH!!! And I know ur thinking it...but I don't give a EFF about superstition! lol.
On the fourteenth is 107.9's Bday Bash...so it's party weekend ya dig?!?!?! I'ma be rollin w/ Taz, her homie, my bro, and his girl Eb. SO let's get, get, get it....
June 10th is the bday of many of my friends....but also C3 is droppin!!!
yall know i love me some wayne!
I'm still seekin for that summer lovin...and quiero saber que lo pasa!!!!!!!
before i know it, I'll be back in school...FCUK!

OMG HOTNESS...I wANNa BanG u! ROAR ROAR!

OMg....i can't effin believe I just finished my 1st year of college!!! WTF...I was just in 8th grade, like i'm growin up soooo fast! *tear tear* I just can't wait til i find that one dude that drives me crazy: 1. dred head (can work with a fade lol) 2. funny as hell 3. swagalicious (skater, prep, hood) 4. attractive LOL...something like that...anyways i've been doin some time on IMEEM and i just discovered that I've been missin out on alotta shit! For one, ppl post music from errywhere it's not just popular, signed artists. So i've been keepin up w/ the Diligentz and found some dope artists from the BAY--- Speakin of the BAY....I REALLY WANNA GO! Like...I feel that's where I'm meant to be lol....IDK if you've ever had something feel so right to you without experiencin it...but this is MINE!...and i'm gonna go like a green light...ya dig yeahhhhh! Let's talk about my summer goals: 1. find a job 2. find a sugar daddy/ bf 3. get some new gear 4. buy a sk8board...and learn to ride it lol 5. keep in touch w/ all my friends 6. bone weezy 7. get as much money as possible 8. tear up bday bash

WHOOP RICO!

SO....

The year has officially come to a wrap....

Now let me take the time to recognize my accomplishments:

1.Became famous from crankin @ the Panther Jam

2.)Met a partner in crime (ERIKA)

3.)Go on a Roadtrip to Albany State

4.) Remain single

5.)Gettin Lite

6.)Youtube- Makin vids and sharing

7.)Makin some bomb ass chicken wings

8.)Crankin w/ Cash Camp

9.)Kept a 3.0

10.) Survived the A-Town Tornado!!!!

11.) Met some FrienDs of A LifetiME!!!!

Okay....i'm outta school. Now i just need one thing....A JOB!!!!!!! LOL...i never had this problem, wtf...but i'm sure i'll luck up somewhere. SO, have u heard of whoop rico???....itz the "krump" of the south----itz fun lol...and Rico is some dude who got his ass "whooped" by ANimation (a snap group). Sucks for him, huh?
I CAn'T BELIEVE ITz SUMMER!

April Fool's Bitches!!!!

Okay, so it's the first of the month!!!! I put this lovely video here, so you really get the point!!!
Bone Thugs N Harmony on deck...
Anyways, I went to this hip-hop festival the weekend of the 21st called the A3C Hip Hop Festival....Needless to say this event was something I'm glad I didn't miss. There were so many incredible performers....some including Supastition and CyMarshall Law....Little Brother was there, but I didn't catch em....These dudes called Hollyweerd....with there single "Weerdo"....lol Myspace all these dudes....Pure talent was shown and that's all i'ma say....i'll show yall some bomb footage that I got, but my camera was actin up and bein a bitch....so i didn't get all that i wanted...

Okay.....I showed you a lil bit of flicks....now I think it's time to get a bit more personal....

So I came home this past weekend and chilled w/ the fam.....and the weekend before that to be precise...I realized when you're gone...you're missed. Boy could I tell was I missed and that's a good ass feeling. Bc u know when ur around every damn way doin tha same ol shit....it's expected but when I pop up suddenly it's like "whoa, let's show her a good time an dmake her time home enjoyable." Although i didn't really do much, I had fun makin chocolate chip cookies and watchin movies....I watched Disturbia...creepy as hell lol...and Alpha Dog...I saw it before, but i think it's funny as hell when Jake Mazurky (the big bro) starts fightin everyone @ some party lol....Nigga was a true definition of a "J". HAHHA.

Next to the fam....I'm just sick of trying...

I thought things would be different if I changed, but I'm not changin for shit! I like who I am and I believe I will remain who I am and how I am from now on. You see what I thought was that if maybe if I was less chill and ACTUALLY cared what ppl thought of me, I'd pull a decent dude. lol....shittin me....ain't shit change....so fuck it....I'ma jus go back to the regular me for one and secondly, I'ma do whatever the hell I fell like doin at any given moment. Word!

New FonD FasHioN nd Such.....

You've already peeped what I said about Karmaloop....now here's a bit more. I have found myself bein completely in love wit this site b/c it epitomizes who I am....which is crazy, sexy, and cool and above all EDGY and ViBrANT. ThereFore i'mA give u a glimpSe of thIs brand for chicks that I've haD my eyes on....it's called Married to the Mob {Most Official Bitches}.....and to me it's quite pricey and if they go lower i'ma go ham on every item that I like....I'm startin to think that I should start my OWn fasHion line...I believe my style is quite nice, I'd love to make some flyy ass tees.







Yo....I would rock this jacket hard core forreal dun dun...lol


On another note I've been keepin my eyes on my VaNZ as well.... It's just something about them that makes me feel like i can do anything while i wear them...I have a black and white pair and a yellow and black pair and that is definitely not the end of the list, best believe it lol. But honestly, they're not that expensive and to me they're flyy as hell, I always liked em like when I used to see white kids in class with them, I used to be like, "damn, if i wear these ppl are gonna think i'm not the same KILLA." lol....turns out, The Pack makes a song about them and I knew i had to get some. But I only fucks wit the sneakers, I don't do the slip-ons! Check out my faves:

These are my favorite....hands down...do u see the birds in those bitches??? Holy shit...lol


These are hott....if i was ballin right now i'd cop them just to have.


And i love how basic these are...Like they look basic but so hood...and i love em on dudes like these...




I actually think i'll be purchasing these this week lol....FYI bitches!!!

CraZy Weather or What....

If you are unaware of where I reside let me tell u a lil somethin....
I live in the city of Atlanta, u know the home of the BRAVES and beautiful people....
Well ne wayz we got hit by several tornadoes....I'm tellin u shit was flyin in the middle of the streets....the Omni Hotel got damaged....and lots of shit here....
let's just say this was unexpected....
i'm talkin lights out...and mad shit dun dun!
Well here's some footage from the day!...see it's not alwayz sunshine in the A homie!

It seems as if the owners of thes3 vehicles will be needing more than Geico.


Who would have ever imagined that this would happen in the heart of Atlanta????
I know I didn't....and lucky me, I was stuck in the dorms....fun right?

LoLLipoP....Who wants a lick?

HOT DAMN THE TIME IS HERE!!!!!
WeeZy F. BAby's Carter 3 is to release sometime by April I believe and is one of the most anticipated album's of the year....now we all know this shit was supposed to be released awhile ago...but ughhh too much shit gets leaked like the water in the faucet.....So, like on March 12, which was yesterday, my nigga WeeZy was on Access Granted for his first single from the LP called "LolliPoP".....R.I.P. to the nigga Static featured on the track, that's sad he died before he got to see the success of the track...but ugh basically I know I can't wait to buy the Carter 3....I used to kill the Carter 2, and i know this CD is gonna be straight FIYah like hot doritos. Anywayz Umma post this song on here, and I know yall are sick of the T-Pain voice....but ayyyy if ppl keep featurin him on tracks u can't get mad....Weezy's gonna murder 2008, just watch!

The Big HoobLah about Spring Break

Killa Am: da Murderess

So basically what is the big HOOBLAH about SPRING BREAK????? ALOT if you have a plan! But SHITTY if you don't!!!! so between March 3-9th I had shit on my platter for break but I enjoyed the Fam Bam and my HomieZ.... In high school, spring break wasn't big for me cuz I didn't really have things to do but wild out w/ the crew...so in college it's granted that the girls are supposed to GO WILD and freakin go to MTV's Spring Breaks or BET's SPRing BlinG's.... One of these years it's bound to happen...but this year wasn't the jumpoff.... ONCE I GET MY MONEY RIGHT on some KAnYizzLe type...and an official crew that's Down like a decapitated head....then i can FUCkz with the "fantastic voyage" to Miami or Cali or Cancun or your dad's pants....J/k'ing about the last one, that wouldn't be a vacation for me I go there quite often... NE wayz I haven't been posting that much lately, so I need to get on my grind like coffee beans and let the world know the truths about this bitch named KILLA!!!!!


Oh and in case u missed the pic....
Ya girl snipped the hurr off a bit, cuz I can do that....I got these dudes checkin for ya girl...but ne ways...if you want the digits....hell naw, yall ain't ready for the digits....lol

So, last night College Hill Atlanta premiered....or I saw it for the first time...lol who the hell knows. The show seems to be straight, but I don't exactly like how the girls are representing the girls in Atlanta. Why u ask. Because people all around the world are going to use those girls as archetypes of for every girl in the A. And I my friend am not like them. For one, they are actin all saddity and shit which is cool i guess...If that's you....but I think they could have found a more diversified group of girls, u kno what I'm sayin. Like if they were to throw me in the mix the show would be a fuckin wrap cuz I'm just that chill. In order to have a good show you need the chill girl, stuck up girl, and the hoe lol....on the other hand the dudes seem to have a good ass balance....Dru is the playa type, fine as PHUCK!!! haha...then his roommate DIon is the Metro, one of the guys seems to be the nice guy u take home to mom...and the other dude is just a pretty boy.....THat's a good ass balance...but nah the girls are all prissy and boring and seem to love drama....but we'll see how the show goes....one of these days i will end up on television....
and once i watch the Re-run of FLAVOR OF LOVE i will update that as well as ROCK OF LOVE...MTB....and whatever the hell i feel like!


Smooches, Amber ChaneL

A KRUSH....

Now tell me what u do when u have a crush....
I haven't had a crush in sooooooo long....i mean a lot of dudes like me, but i'm never ever attracted to them like they're attracted to me, so i'll let them eat the nani lol...ReAL tALk...
me, i've alwayz been attracted to big shots...but not ALL the time...basically ne dude that catches my eye....which meanZ a MEAN swAg drippin to the FLo along w/ some impRessivE stats...
In schooL....I wanted the athletes or the Flyest dressers....or the baddest bad ass lol....
Now that i'm in college i can't like the bad asses.....lol, but i damn sure can holla at the sport fiendz and SneAkeR heAdz!!! But my crush isn't either of those...he's in a frat. I know, ur prolly like way 2 go Am....
I can't help myself, I don't wanna like his ass b/c of the fact he's in a frat, but i jUst Wonder on some KanYe WeSt shit forreal....i wanna feel his touch...lord, yall dun got me started....i just know who i like, and when i like someone....i can't stop thinkin about them....i don't like kissin, but i wanna kiss him....ain't that some s-h-i-t???
So what is a girl to do???
well for starters....i sent him shit in his honesty box, mad blunt...then i sent him upfront messages....but ion think he knows how i'm diggin him right now....lol i mean we got a coo ass lil relationship, i just want it to grow, me entiendes?
Anywayz i'm tired of obsession, i'm gonna crank dat nap, YUAH!

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So check it out today!!!!

Pro Sk8ters doin their thanG!!!

Another ILL remix by Travis Barker....Flo-Rida- "Get LoW"




And This dude right here...his name is TK.

and i'd do some pretty wild things to him...

he just has everything i want in a dude....SWAG, SEX APPEAL, GOOFY & TALENTED!!!!
TK...or Terry Kennedy is a rapper as well as a professional sk8er for Pharrell's team {ice cream}....and his rap group is called Fly Society. Curren$y is also in his rap group, who is also a YM {young money} rep...w/ weezy u kno!



Here are some clips of him from youtube as well:




Me and TK would get along justtttttt fine!!!

It's '08 HOE!....We GettiN it IN!!!

So....basically it's a new year, that means a new beginning. I kno ppl be actin like what happened in 07 is all of a sudden forgotten...hell no! LOL...that shit still happened, I hate when ppl act like since it's a new year, they're invincible!

Anywayz this semester @ school seems like it's gonna be fun!!!! First of all my homies Sarah and Amber are livin on campus this semester so it's gonna be even better. Of course me and E are still holdin it down...u already slo! By the Me and Erika were in the Crank Dat Yank video w/ Cash Camp....ain't dat some shit...all dis crankin done paid off forreal huh???

My holidays were aight.... i had hella fun w/ the Fam and Friendz ya dig....But i went back to Mcdonald's to work for 2 weekz and speNt some time w/ some old CO-WORKErZ ya dig!

Well here are some snapshots of my life in RewinD!

o and this yeAR....i wiLL be wriTing MORe!

A&E w/ the Camp...Cash dat is!


The girls @ the 1st BBALL Game vs. CLArK


Me and MY beautiful rooomiE Marliesse!!!


Tha homie Sarah!


Mar-Mar....she got mo punch den a bowl of juice!


A&E u stupid hoe!