Ode to whoever cares.

I can't stress the experiences I've gone through in this year alone. I really can't...it's too much, some memories I wanted to forget and others I'm dying to relive again. Even though, the hurt and pain I could have gone without....I know they will shape me into a stronger woman for my future kiddies. This summer on top of this semester has been rough for me....all circulating around him, my family, and my aspirations. Perhaps, my persona is altered a bit for sure....a colder me. A more cautious me...a fuck you pay you me. I'm ready to see things....I'm ready to do things...i'm finna gather 'round the good stuff, eff a damn Pizza Hut. Y'all ain't feedin me...shoot, I'm hardly feedin myself LOL. I'm just trying to do me...with or without you. You know what to do.