Yoooo

I miss my damn blog and that's that. I've tried to move on without u, but that was,t working out too well. I love you and I'm back for good.

-100

They say when it rains it pours

I won't  sit here and say I'm a victim. Even though majority of the time I'm  not the one in the wrong. I am completely respectful to my mate until I am disrespected. And then when I snap I'm the one with the attitude? Get the fuck out of here....i don't even know why I fucking do this anymore.  Seriously....and smoking cigarettes kills u in the long run in case u didn't learn that in school lol. Have a great day bc I will.

Mi vida nueva

Like I mentioned e herarlier...I'm 21and the mother to my beautiful daughter Jade Jolie Carter. She was born on January 26, 2011 at Henry Medical Center around midnight. She was only 5'8 lbs. And I couldn't believe she was mine.never in a million years would I have guessed I'd be a mom at 21, but it is what it is and I love her to death.the pictures show  her progression from birth to today.

Blogging

You know what I'm kind of glad that I was assigned to blog for mt homework assignment. Bc there are times when I can't share all of my inner thoughts with people bc they start looming at me crazily. I am quite aware that a lot of things what cine out of  my mouth are random  or just don't make sense to the commoner lol. Well I'm watching Toy Story 3 and it's making me recall  when the first one was mad. The movie was pure genius because as a kid I wondered if my toys ever came to life. On the other hand  the thought  is plain creepy! Like that possessed doll chucky... I always told myself if he ever crossedmy path I would whoop his hieney lol there is just no way a doll is killing me. Lol I'm sorry, I can't go out like that!

Long time no see

IiMy old friend, mr. blog....long time no see. I hate to admit that the only reason I stopped by is because of a homework assignment lol. PLEASE forgive me...it's just that ihardly write anymore it's nothing personal. But we definitely have a lot  of catching up to do. All I'll say is that I'm going  on 22, a mom, and I'm almost done with school.

Transition---Ryan Leslie

So, i've been re-upping on my music...just got ryan leslie's TRANSITION, which is of course some smooth vibes. It's a new year, and idk what's to come, but i do know what i want. All i want is to be settled and to stop being tested. Life is nothing but a test with random breaks to BS around....like why do we have to put in all these years of schooling??? It's a freaking test.....all these circles and runarounds to get to where we hope to be. Crazy right? Like, all i want right now is to know where i'ma be right now so i can get right && know where i'm headed....i wanna fast forward all this debt and school and brokeness...to a world of fortune: which to me is successful career, family, and love. As long as i'm working towards that i'm good...but all these effin forks in the road are driving me nuts...But this is life! Nothing but a bunch of choices intertwined with yes', no's, and maybe so's. Eff it, I'm divin in this bitch head first. See y'all at the finish line.

I'm done...

We aren't on the same page...it sucks but i'm doin me now...u couldn't appreciate the word "we"...so goodnite and hurry up 2010.